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Life after war: A veteran’s journey to find relief in ketamine therapy as program faces cuts

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    TAMPA, Florida (WFTS) — As the United States marks 250 years of independence, some veterans say the battles they face after military service can be just as difficult as those fought overseas.

Army veteran Travis Horn is among those participating in a Florida-funded study examining ketamine therapy as a treatment for mental health challenges facing veterans. Horn recently underwent his fifth infusion at Complete Ketamine Solutions Tampa, a local clinic participating in the research.

Horn, a veteran of the first Gulf War and a member of the 82nd Airborne, described the treatment as transformative.

“It’s a near religious experience,” Horn told Tampa Bay 28 reporter Michael Paluska as Paluska watched him receive his fifth ketamine treatment.

Horn told Paluska that it helped him process grief and reconnect with memories of loved ones. In family photographs, Horn is now the sole surviving brother after losing his two siblings to cancer.

“You feel like you’re in the presence of sometimes the people that you’ve loved, and/or that you’re near them somehow,” Horn said.

Before receiving treatment, Horn explained what he believes makes the experience different from traditional therapies.

“Here’s where you know you are able to divorce yourself from the pain and focus on what’s on your mind,” Horn said.

Researchers and veteran advocates are increasingly studying ketamine as a potential treatment option for conditions including depression, post-traumatic stress disorder and suicidal ideation. According to the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs, more than 6,000 veterans die by suicide each year.

The growing interest in treatments such as ketamine recently received national attention when President Donald Trump signed an executive order aimed at reducing barriers to accessing certain alternative therapies, including ketamine.

Michael Hartford, a Navy veteran and program adviser with the Mac Parkman Foundation, a nonprofit focused on preventing veteran suicide, said the treatment remains under study but believes current approaches have not significantly reduced veteran suicide rates.

“So the ketamine therapy, although it’s not evidence-based at this point in time, it’s evidence-informed,” Hartford said.

Hartford pointed to decades of persistently high suicide rates among veterans.

“And if we look at the veteran population over the last 20 years, veteran suicide rates have not changed,” Hartford said.

“We’re celebrating 250 years, and our soldiers have been sacrificing their lives to protect us for 250 years from the very beginning. How can we celebrate if we don’t give them a chance to live out their lives after they serve?” Paluska asked.

“Spot on, Michael. And one of the things that we, as a nation, have done is take care of our veterans as much as we possibly can. My position, and I think Mac Parkman’s position, is that I believe that we are treating the symptoms, not the underlying cause of why veterans have mental health challenges, why they have suicidal ideation,” Hartford said.

Hartford argues that conditions such as traumatic brain injuries and other combat-related trauma deserve greater attention as part of veteran mental health treatment.

He also emphasized what he sees as a national responsibility to care for veterans after their service ends.

Horn believes ketamine therapy could help many veterans who have struggled to find relief through conventional treatments.

“This therapy helps you kind of open up your mind, and they’re in fact saying things like it helps your brain create new pathways and regenerates the brain in some regard, and that’s research that’s ongoing right now,” Horn said. “We’ve done the conventional therapies to sit around in a, in a kumbaya, hold hands kind of setting, and I’m not saying that that’s not part of it; it shouldn’t continue to take place, but this is really, from my perspective, a more substantive way to help the brain heal itself.”

After his latest treatment session, Horn recorded a video message describing the experience.

“Post-therapy session, just collecting your thoughts, and it is really difficult to convey to someone what the experience is like unless you try it for yourself,” Horn recorded on his cell phone.

Despite growing interest in the therapy, the future of the study remains uncertain. Funding for the program is secured for only one more year.

Hartford said organizers have been notified that the program was not approved for funding in the next fiscal year.

“Unfortunately, we’ve been informed that we have not been approved for the next fiscal year. We have submitted a request for bridge funding for the next fiscal year, and we continue to work on exploring ways that we can get funding through either the state of Florida or other philanthropic organizations that are passionate about taking care of our veterans.”

For participants such as Horn, the stakes extend beyond the fate of a single program. They involve finding new ways to address the invisible wounds many veterans continue to carry long after their military service has ended.

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‘There is freedom’: Why Asian women are leaving their husbands in their 50s and 60s

(CNN) — Eiko Toyama had waited 32 years to leave her husband.Throughout their marriage, she said, she did all the housework and childcare in their Japan home, as well as supporting the family financially. Her husband “wanted to control everything,” from her social life to professional ambitions, leaving her feeling trapped and miserable. Still, she stuck it out for their two children.That finally changed when she turned 60. Her adult sons no longer needed her, and her husband was healthy – not yet so old that he needed a caretaker. It was a precious window of opportunity, and she took it.“I was nothing but happy (after the divorce). That was my only emotion,” she said. “I was so happy I wanted to run around all over the place.”Stories like hers are increasingly common around the world as the number of “gray divorces” – splits among couples aged 50 and older – rises each year. The trend has been seen in countries like the United States and elsewhere, but takes on particular significance in Asia, where people generally live longer.Many places like South Korea, Japan, Hong Kong, Taiwan and mainland China are battling demographic crises as birth rates fall and elderly populations swell.The surge in gray divorces is also often driven by women – who have long faced restrictive gender norms in conservative Asian societies, as well as legal, financial, and social barriers to seeking divorce. That’s now changing; in Japan, for instance, among couples splitting after decades of marriage, twice as many women as men filed for divorce in 2024.This could reshape what Asia’s elderly population looks like in the coming decade: more people living alone and requiring more welfare support, as experts have predicted — but also perhaps more empowered to step out on their own.For women like Toyama, growing up in the 1960s and ‘70s, divorce was uncommon – and often met with judgment and shame.Back then, if you were a woman, “getting divorced was kind of like the end of life,” said Sangyoub Park, an associate professor of sociology at Washburn University in Kansas, who wrote a 2023 paper on late-life divorces in South Korea.That began changing in the second half of the 20th century as more women joined the workforce and pursued higher education. Gray divorces have risen steadily – particularly as Gen X began entering its 50s in the past decade, Park said.That’s an important demographic: born between 1965 and 1980, Gen X was the first generation to grow up in a globalizing Asia, watching American TV and movies. Through pop culture, they also absorbed American values such as prioritizing “personal choices rather than family obligation,” which – alongside those broader economic factors – helped gradually shift attitudes toward divorce, Park said.That’s reflected in data around the region. In South Korea last year, the number of divorces among couples who had been married at least 30 years surpassed divorces among younger couples who were married less than five years – for the first time ever.Taiwan has also seen divorces increase among long-married couples, according to government data. In Hong Kong, multiple law firms have described a surge in gray divorces, and in mainland China, the number of elderly divorces has doubled in the past 30 years.Part of this may be demographic: an aging society has a bigger pool of older people, so it’ll have more older divorces too. Young people are getting married less these days, so their divorces are also fewer.But legal reforms have also made a huge difference, creating safety nets for women who previously had to depend on their husbands’ livelihoods.For instance, South Korea ruled in 2014 that future pensions and severance pay could be included in the division of assets. That means if a housewife handled all the housework and childcare during their marriage, thus allowing her husband to work, she’s entitled to part of his elderly pension after getting divorced. Japan introduced a similar reform in 2007.These measures are especially critical given the high rate of elderly poverty in Asia. Among OECD nations, South Korea has the highest poverty rate for people over 65; Hong Kong (not an OECD member) is similarly high. While Japan ranks slightly lower, it’s still above the global average.And deep gender inequality still persists, despite these reforms.“For women in particular, the main reason they can’t get a divorce is the inability to be financially independent,” said Toyama, pointing to lower wages for women in Japan. “Once a woman becomes a full-time homemaker, it’s very hard to leave her husband and become independent.”“My two children are boys, but if I had a daughter, I would constantly tell her, ‘No matter what happens, never quit your job,’” she added.The biggest common factor across Asia is longevity, Park said – and how people are thinking differently about the final part of their lives.“Having an extra 20, 30 years creates new expectations,” with people more “willing to walk away from an unhappy, unfulfilled marriage,” he said. Divorce “is not a failure anymore – rather, it’s something new. It’s the beginning of a new chapter.”Iman Lau, 50, experienced this rebirth firsthand. Growing up in Hong Kong, her expectations for marriage were less than inspiring: spouses eat together, do activities together, and share blandly peaceful lives, she thought. “This is just how marriage is.”That mentality stayed even through years of infidelity by her husband. She would wonder: had she done something wrong, was she not good enough? He was ultimately the one to initiate the divorce despite her pleas to stay together; he even compared her to a bird who refused to fly out of an open cage.“I’m a pretty traditional woman,” she said. “In my whole life, I never thought I would get divorced.”It was a shock, as if she’d lost a limb or an organ. But it also made her realize that somewhere in that 14-year marriage, she’d lost her sense of self, neglecting her friends and interests to simply “orbit around him,” she said.She vowed to change that this year after finalizing the divorce, and threw herself into the world with determined vigor. She joined online meetup groups and made new friends. She discovered a love for the outdoors, going hiking, swimming, kayaking and snorkeling. She’s learning to play the piano and loves jazz.After traveling across Europe, she printed and hung up holiday photos in her apartment; it’s her “happy wall,” to remind her of the joy she found trekking across Sicily and camping in Georgia.“I didn’t know that life by yourself could be so spectacular,” she said.Toyama has embarked on a similar journey, describing herself as “full of life” at 63.She began livestreaming on TikTok, and created an account on a messaging app to dole out advice to people who call and text each week. She’s working to launch new business ventures including a marriage agency and a live events company.“For 32 years, I couldn’t do anything, but now I’m finally in my third year of being able to do whatever I want,” she said. The process wasn’t easy, but any challenges now are still “much better than the anxiety of being with my ex-husband,” she said. “Above all, there is freedom.”Both women described noticing an evolution in people’s attitudes when they shared news of their divorce. For Toyama, the reactions were overwhelmingly positive, with some even expressing envy. For Lau, they were more split – and in revealing ways.“Friends around my age treat it like a taboo, like you’ve had a death in the family – they don’t dare to ask about it, they’ll just say, ‘I’m so sorry,’” she said. “But with young Gen Z people, everybody congratulates me.”The increase in gray divorces might start to plateau when millennials – who got married under very different circumstances and social attitudes than their predecessors – start aging into retirement, said Park. But that’s not for another decade or so, and separations will likely continue rising until then.For those future divorcees, Lau has some encouragement from the other side. “Actually, this world is extraordinary,” she said.“Asians in particular often think divorce is like a stain or taboo in your life, like a label of failure. But that’s not true,” she added. “Just think of it as giving yourself the chance to see that you can have an even more vibrant life – as long as you’re willing to take that step.”The-CNN-Wire™ & © 2026 Cable News Network, Inc., a Warner Bros. Discovery Company. All rights reserved.
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